Picture of myself

Please refer to the post of "What I Wear Today"

Picture of What I Wore Today

Today, tomorrow, everyday for two weeks...
(I have 4 of this, so no worries...I'm not wearing this one piece of clothing for two weeks. just in case you're wondering)

Oh, and not always with the helmet...

Baby Bird, I'm sorry

Today is not a good day,

I miscalculated something in work, and my hierarchy and his hierarchy didn't recheck and send the report straight to the my boss' boss' hierachy (too many hierachy and boss, i know).

When I try to find out what happened, a colleague came and show me a hurt little bird in his hand. He hope I could help rescueing the bird.

I hold the phone a bit and ask him what happened (he found the bird on the floor, barely moving) I ask him what he expect of me? (I'm the environment supervisor, i should do the conservation - whatever that mean)

He's looking for food, but I don't have any. I offer him my bean juice and tell him he should try the restaurant for banana (now i think about it, do bird eat banana?)

Meanwhile, the phone is still on hold. I decide to finish it first, than take care of the bird. My colleague went (i assumed) to the restaurant.

When I finished, I went looking for my colleague. The  he told me the little bird died before he feed it.

I feel guilty.
Why don't I hang up the phone and help the little bird first?

Baby bird...I'm sorry..I'm sorry I don't help you. I'm sorry I prioritize something not that important. I'm really really really sorry...

:'(

Do I wish for something on 11:11?

No.

You can call me superstitious, yes. But not the kind who wish upon a star, let alone a clock. Or a coin in a fountain.

Just not my cup of tea...

Some Little Things....

That make me feel warm and fuzzy...

- Big brother & little sister
- Love-hate relationship with happy ending
- Sweet old couple
- Tea & Rain & Blanket
- Optimism & Hope
- Big heart
- Kind & smiley eyes
- Victory for the hard workers
- Hugs

Would You Rather...

Date someone plain with amazing personality

Or

Date someone beautiful with plain personality

Well...

Someone beautiful with amazing personality, of course! Like the phrase said, "Aim for the moon, you'll probably end up in New York." And that's not bad...at all!

In this case, will end up with someone plain with amazing personality (who usually...actually, look quite beautiful) ;)

A letter

You remind me of two persons.
Myself. With the mix of my tragic friend.

Everytime I talk to you, I think I can feel what you feel. The energy, like you can do anything in this world....yet you're not sure what exactly you want to do.

I can feel the adventure in your sentences, the adventure of life. Searching for answer in dark times, chewing that bitter cold hard steak called reality, and feeling glorious when you can overcome all of it.

But I bet, the best feeling is feeling blown. An unexpected result you get in the search, when you encounter something new and it shows you a new world. Something you never knew before. (sometimes it's) something small, yet made you think "this is what flying must felt like" so free, so liberating. Made the journey worthwhile, addictive even.

I've been there. It's raw energy you have, you can mold it into anything.

You excite and worry me. I've seen adventure taking a tragic turn. But then again, the best ones is always the one on the edge, between tragic and glory.

Adventure is about getting lost, and find a way. Nobody know where's your cliff, and where's the secret way to save you. Only you will find one of them, and I really hope you find that secret way. And you will mold that energy into something good, in the end.

But as a reader, I can only hope, I can only imagine. The story, probably will be something I can't imagine.

Like a good book, I hope I get to read it until the last page. And I get to read it over and over again.

I sent you my prayer, may the saving grace protect you....always.

7 Things That Crossed My Mind A Lot

1. I should be nicer
2. I should try harder to wake up earlier
3. I should try harder to read the Qur'an
4. I should be more focus and not easily distracted
5. I should work harder
6. I should try harder to remember people's birthday
7. I should do the little things I said I would (mostly D.I.Y stuff)

Weak Heart

I have a weak heart.

It's easy to fall in. It also easy to fall out. And when it fall out, I never look back. Under whatever circumstances.

Cold, yes.
But I'm happier like this...so...it's not your fault that you don't know I'm this cold.

My defense, I'm better off without your drama. In your defense (it should be), if I can't put up with your drama, I'm not worthy.

Let it go, don't wait and walk your way. Let this be a lesson learned for us. You'll be happier too...

If it meant to be, our path will be crossed again, and maybe that time it'll stay. Or maybe not. Who knows? Let's not worry about things beyond our control...

Turn on and off

Turn on
- Smart witty gentleman
- Knowledge on history
- People who's positive when they have every right to be bitter. Always inspiring :')

Turn off
- Mannerless people
- Ungrateful people
- Whiny weak snobs who think the world owe them.