Sunday, August 18, 2013
This project started on...oh heck, even tmblr said it's already too long they can't give me the exact date.
First post written two years ago. I started on Tumblr.
Second post written in May 2012. More than 1 year ago. I continued in blogger.
And todaaayy, my 30 days project will finished! I shouldn't be proud, working a 30 days project for two years but hey at least I finished!
So, what I wanna write? Another letter...
I sent you the invitation.
I don't mean to throw it in your face, or acting all annoying...If what you said is true.
It's a kind of recognition which I don't give easily ; That you are, special.
Don't be The Wolverine to my Jean Grey, be Harry Potter to my Hermione...maybe not what you're looking for, and it is your choice to come inside or leave. But I sincerely hope you'll stay.
If what you said is not true, all the same...
I hope you have a great adventure in your search, and you got what you're looking for.
And we can share each our adventure stories.
Monday, August 05, 2013
Today is not a good day,
I miscalculated something in work, and my hierarchy and his hierarchy didn't recheck and send the report straight to the my boss' boss' hierachy (too many hierachy and boss, i know).
When I try to find out what happened, a colleague came and show me a hurt little bird in his hand. He hope I could help rescueing the bird.
I hold the phone a bit and ask him what happened (he found the bird on the floor, barely moving) I ask him what he expect of me? (I'm the environment supervisor, i should do the conservation - whatever that mean)
He's looking for food, but I don't have any. I offer him my bean juice and tell him he should try the restaurant for banana (now i think about it, do bird eat banana?)
Meanwhile, the phone is still on hold. I decide to finish it first, than take care of the bird. My colleague went (i assumed) to the restaurant.
When I finished, I went looking for my colleague. The he told me the little bird died before he feed it.
I feel guilty.
Why don't I hang up the phone and help the little bird first?
Baby bird...I'm sorry..I'm sorry I don't help you. I'm sorry I prioritize something not that important. I'm really really really sorry...