Sunday, August 18, 2013
This project started on...oh heck, even tmblr said it's already too long they can't give me the exact date.
First post written two years ago. I started on Tumblr.
Second post written in May 2012. More than 1 year ago. I continued in blogger.
And todaaayy, my 30 days project will finished! I shouldn't be proud, working a 30 days project for two years but hey at least I finished!
So, what I wanna write? Another letter...
I sent you the invitation.
I don't mean to throw it in your face, or acting all annoying...If what you said is true.
It's a kind of recognition which I don't give easily ; That you are, special.
Don't be The Wolverine to my Jean Grey, be Harry Potter to my Hermione...maybe not what you're looking for, and it is your choice to come inside or leave. But I sincerely hope you'll stay.
If what you said is not true, all the same...
I hope you have a great adventure in your search, and you got what you're looking for.
And we can share each our adventure stories.
Monday, August 05, 2013
Today is not a good day,
I miscalculated something in work, and my hierarchy and his hierarchy didn't recheck and send the report straight to the my boss' boss' hierachy (too many hierachy and boss, i know).
When I try to find out what happened, a colleague came and show me a hurt little bird in his hand. He hope I could help rescueing the bird.
I hold the phone a bit and ask him what happened (he found the bird on the floor, barely moving) I ask him what he expect of me? (I'm the environment supervisor, i should do the conservation - whatever that mean)
He's looking for food, but I don't have any. I offer him my bean juice and tell him he should try the restaurant for banana (now i think about it, do bird eat banana?)
Meanwhile, the phone is still on hold. I decide to finish it first, than take care of the bird. My colleague went (i assumed) to the restaurant.
When I finished, I went looking for my colleague. The he told me the little bird died before he feed it.
I feel guilty.
Why don't I hang up the phone and help the little bird first?
Baby bird...I'm sorry..I'm sorry I don't help you. I'm sorry I prioritize something not that important. I'm really really really sorry...
Saturday, July 27, 2013
Thursday, July 25, 2013
That make me feel warm and fuzzy...
- Big brother & little sister
- Love-hate relationship with happy ending
- Sweet old couple
- Tea & Rain & Blanket
- Optimism & Hope
- Big heart
- Kind & smiley eyes
- Victory for the hard workers
Sunday, July 21, 2013
Date someone plain with amazing personality
Date someone beautiful with plain personality
Someone beautiful with amazing personality, of course! Like the phrase said, "Aim for the moon, you'll probably end up in New York." And that's not bad...at all!
In this case, will end up with someone plain with amazing personality (who usually...actually, look quite beautiful) ;)
Wednesday, July 17, 2013
You remind me of two persons.
Myself. With the mix of my tragic friend.
Everytime I talk to you, I think I can feel what you feel. The energy, like you can do anything in this world....yet you're not sure what exactly you want to do.
I can feel the adventure in your sentences, the adventure of life. Searching for answer in dark times, chewing that bitter cold hard steak called reality, and feeling glorious when you can overcome all of it.
But I bet, the best feeling is feeling blown. An unexpected result you get in the search, when you encounter something new and it shows you a new world. Something you never knew before. (sometimes it's) something small, yet made you think "this is what flying must felt like" so free, so liberating. Made the journey worthwhile, addictive even.
I've been there. It's raw energy you have, you can mold it into anything.
You excite and worry me. I've seen adventure taking a tragic turn. But then again, the best ones is always the one on the edge, between tragic and glory.
Adventure is about getting lost, and find a way. Nobody know where's your cliff, and where's the secret way to save you. Only you will find one of them, and I really hope you find that secret way. And you will mold that energy into something good, in the end.
But as a reader, I can only hope, I can only imagine. The story, probably will be something I can't imagine.
Like a good book, I hope I get to read it until the last page. And I get to read it over and over again.
I sent you my prayer, may the saving grace protect you....always.
Tuesday, July 16, 2013
1. I should be nicer
2. I should try harder to wake up earlier
3. I should try harder to read the Qur'an
4. I should be more focus and not easily distracted
5. I should work harder
6. I should try harder to remember people's birthday
7. I should do the little things I said I would (mostly D.I.Y stuff)